Fat

I can't remember which night, but I recently had a dream that I had huge love handles, so big that when I clenched any muscles, they would expand and get bigger. Weird. Also, I had another dream that I was at Disneyland, and I was part of some special event as an SM or something... It's finals week. I should really be studying for my next final in 60 minutes rather than writing in this blog to no one.

Oh well :)

I'm so Tired

I had some dreams last night, but I can't remember them. That seems to have become a recurring thing. I am so tired. I love working, and working hard, but there is so much going on in my life right now. My mom is dying. She is not expected to be here for much longer. And here I am, graduating and working harder at school than I ever have. I am working on three shows right now, not to mention scenes and essays for school. As I write this, I am in tech for a project happening next week. I am holding auditions for the new show I'm directing next week, and I am working on a show outside of school as an assistant director.

So, there is a lot happening. I have been very bad about writing lately, but I haven't had many dreams, as I am so tired. So sorry, if anyone reads this blog and you feel cheated that I am writing a dream diary without dreams. Maybe once I am finished with school they will come more... In any case, I will try to be better and keep up more.

Too Real

Dream Diary 2/11/12:

• I dreamed that I was taking an acting class, and that I had a scene with the teacher, but I only knew the first two and the last lines of the scene we were supposed to do together. I freaked out, but when I skipped them, the teacher just said it was cool that I was acting so hard I didn't need the words. Haha.

Dream Diary 2/13/12:

• I had a dream that Christopher Nolan was working on a new film, and somehow he invited me to come and do voiceover work. He told me to come in at 11, and I thought he meant pm, but as the night went on, I even became super late to the pm call. I ended up leaving around 2 am, but I woke up before I got there. I was really worried the whole night that I was going to wake my roommate, but she woke up anyway and it was ok. *I told myself in the dream that I would know if it was a dream or not by checking to see if my phone had Christopher Nolan's phone number. It doesn't.
• I had a Peter Pan-like dream where I was a kind of Lost Boy. My friends got captured and were going to be put to death, but I went in to sacrifice myself to save them. But Peter came and saved all of us. 
• Something about haunted houses- I think I was trapped in one, and it might have been sentient. *Credit this one to my dad, who made me watch the Shining this weekend.

The End of the World

Dream Diary 2/67/12:

• I don't remember all of last night's dream, but I do know it had to do with the end of the world. I remember taking a road trip with my mom and dad, and we stopped a couple of places... I remember looking at a waterfall in the dark when they were asleep. Then I was in the back area of some kind of warehouse or club, and all I knew was that the world had ended in it's own way, and that I was supposed to help it start back up somehow, but I was trying to do it in a way in which there would be nothing evil in it. Very strange. Also, interestingly enough, the end of the world wasn't a bad thing- it was just the end. It was just the natural order of things. I thinkn there were other people there too- not a lot, but a few. No one was freaking out or attacking each other or anything the way they sometimes do in movies- we all just were. 

I don't believe the world is ending this year. I just found it interesting that I had a dream about it, and it wasn't scary or evil- it just was. I don't know... I definitely hope the world doesn't end this year- there are so many things I still have done that I want to do- like have a boyfriend, or hike to the top of Half Dome in Yosemite (the back way- no cliffs for me). Anyway, cheers to NOT the end of the world this year. :)

Dolphins and Pulleys

Dream Diary 2/312:

• This dream was very ocean-themed. From what I remember, I was a friend to the dolphins, and we were being attacked by some evil people. I remember being on a beach, and seeing the skeleton of a dolphin. After seeing this, we decided to attack the evil people ourselves. I went into the water and swam with a dolphin to the bad people, who happened to be in the water. I let go of the dolphin and swam towards him myself. They tried to shoot me with a machine gun, but the bullets just went into the sand. That's all I remember.

Dream Diary 2/5/12:

• Last night was a few different dreams I remember little pieces of. Mainly, I was getting together with my family for a holiday, Halloween I think. Something weird happened to our cars, and somehow we ended up at our old condo. I remember showing off and walking along a narrow railing without falling off, like a cat. Then one of my friends from school was there, and he was trying to fight a ninja using and elaborate pulley system of cars.

Long Time, No Dream

I haven't posted in awhile due to the simple fact that I have not been dreaming lately. I attribute this to the fact that being back in school has given me less time to sleep; I am too tired to dream, or at least to remember my dreams when I wake up.

I did have dreams last night, but I already forgot them- they were something to do with real life, so probably of no interest to anyone besides myself anyway.

I am so busy this week. I am Assistant Directing a show (shout out to ensemble- you guys are awesome!) outside of school, I am Fight Choreographer for a show at school, I am directing a scene for class, and I have to be in a scene for a different class. I love being a part of everything, but sometimes it's a lot.

I was lucky enough to see an advanced screening of Pirates: Band of Misfits! before it was officially released in theaters. I loved it, as I love many of the voice actors, and I think British humor is way funnier than American. What saddened me was the fact that one of my favorite parts in the film and the part of the trailer that really made me want to go see the movie was the reference to lepers. I'm sorry if you're a leper and this offends you, but I think it's bullsh*t that the moviemakers were forced to take that part out. It wasn't cruel to lepers at all; it was just using it for comedic effect. Also, leprosy is treatable now- it's not like thousands die every day from it. As I am not a leper, I guess I can't make too strong of a case here, but I really  feel that the reference in the film was based on comedic innocence, and not a drive to undermine the ILEP or any of the lepers living today.

So, sorry for the rant. I didn't have a dream, so it was the best I could think of for now.

Lost Cat

Dream Diary 1/23/12:

• Last night I dreamed that I had lost a cat in a huge house and I had to find him and help him because he was injured. He was black, with a white chest, white tips of his ears, and white on his paws. I looked everywhere for him before I discovered that he was hiding in a drawer.

I also had a dream a couple of nights ago that I was given fake money at work, and I used the magic pen and everything, but when the customer drove away, it was definitely paper. I was scared to give it to my boss, when he had just lectured us about the dangers of counterfeiting. 

Not much exciting. Since school started, I have been so tired a lot that I have had trouble remembering my dreams when I have had them.